I am 38 now, and I grew up and studied and pondered scriptures for years upon years. I have taken it upon myself to bring to life the entity in Revelation 17 called the Scarlet Beast. The Scarlet Beast is the enemy in the Revelation of Jesus Christ and something about it called me so profoundly, it became my life purpose and reason even against the confusion that the Revelation of Jesus Christ has brought me. Scarlet Beast and Babylon is to be destroyed before heaven comes (according to the Revelation of Jesus Christ), and yet I’m dedicating everything to it above anything else in the world.

When I was young, I promised myself to Satan in my years of teenage exploration, defiance, and angst. As the years went on, I started attending bible studies and eventually promised myself to Jesus. Around this time, I also started having a lot of mental health problems rooted in my spiritual confusion. I’ve been hospitalized, for sometimes years, over a 100 times due to a number of different psychological conditions. The only thing that gave me solace from these conditions is making sense of my spiritual promises, and my own internal place in this universe in a spiritual framework that guides my every action these days.

I made a promise, and my promise and word was always important to me, so I never renounced my promise to Satan or Jesus as the years went on. Jesus said to love thy enemy and Satan was the enemy so I loved him and did my best to understand him. I became acquainted with both the light side and dark side of human nature. My spiritual framework and understanding grew profoundly. I saw myself as the witness to creation, and I evolved my understanding to consider myself responsible for the example I set for others and the actions I involved myself in.

I have heard a majestic and noble voice in my soul for a very long time. I realized this voice is me in all its abstractions. Some call it the Holy Spirit, and others call it other things. It is the voice of God and that voice has lead to me to incredible understanding over the years, to the point where I grew strong and capable. It was even the voice of Satan for me as an abstraction from God that is all. These voices became me, and I studied deeper and even darker scriptures over the years, balancing those studies with light and love. Eventually I even found true love myself. The Scarlet Beast is my mission and true love is the reason. My wife belongs in a perfect home one day, and our home, and everyone’s home is Earth. So this is the path I seek with all my being.

I was always curious about the story of the Garden of Eden in Genesis. The serpent who I see as the dragon in the Revelation of Jesus Christ beguiled Eve and introduced Sin into the world. There was also a story in the Quran that Iblis (Satan and also the serpent) didn’t bow to mankind when God told him to bow, and was casted out of Heaven. I believe it was the Gnostics who also introduced Lilith as the one who was raped by Adam because of male dominance issues and flew of with Satan into Hell. In the gnostic scriptures, Sophia gave birth to Yaldabaoth (also Satan), who gave birth to the Earthly plane we find ourselves in that mimics Heaven, and yet is imperfect and ruled by archons, and yet Sophia is destined to be married to Jesus Christ.

Satan was known as Lucifer before he fell from Heaven because of his pride (although there is more to the story in my understanding). Lucifer means light bringer. Jesus Christ is known as the bright morning star, another light bringer. Jesus, toward the end of his documented life in the Bible was accused of being Evil by the people, with the people declaring his miracles came from Beelzebub. Jesus brought up a story about Satan’s house divided when over time I realized he was saying he wasn’t divided from Satan and they stood together.

The Gospel’s are precious to me, although Jesus acted in a very masculine way that insulted the feminine if you ask me, and yet the stories of his love for Mary Magdalene are beyond numerous. Mary of Magdala was the first to witness Christ rising from the cross and some even rumor he and her went and had a child, which I do not believe, but her relation to Christ is profound.

But more importantly, it was Christ’s message of love and forgiveness that was profound in the Gospel’s of Jesus Christ, and yet with this message, his unbalanced masculinity was apparent, with no woman as his wife and lover. And yet the story ends with a powerful moment between himself and Mary Magdalene.

The gnostic Gospel’s told many stories of Peter’s anger towards women, and particularly Mary. He saw her as a lesser vessel than him, because he was masculine, and yet he was the one who started the Roman Catholic Church. It is my view, opinion and understanding that the Roman Catholic Church, till this day has a very unbalanced masculine energy, which is the root of all the controversies and problems related to the church.

The Council of Nicaea was responsible for selecting the books of the present day Holy Bible in Rome in 325 AD. The Revelation of Jesus Christ by Saint John of Patmos was included in this collection of books that made up the Bible. The Gnostic scriptures were not selected and were burned, and yet I feel, without research to back this, that Mary Magdalene was responsible for a lot of sects of Gnosticism that were created as a branch from Peter and his unbalanced masculine church. I found over the years that balancing the message in the masculine Holy Bible with the feminine Gnosticism settled into a truer understanding of our nature here in this universe, what is important, and what is to come.

I am a man, and I have a woman who is very dear to me in my life. I have seen the personal growth inside myself and even in her with us coming together as one, as we come closer and closer together as time goes by. I was nothing without her, and her energy and soul has added so much clarity and purpose and meaning to my life. This is how I feel the Church is, ununited with its feminine energy leaving a toxic unbalanced masculine energy. Without it’s feminine counterpart, it is incorrect and ultimately leads to destruction. The Revelation of Jesus Christ is a story of punishment and destruction and is the ultimate path of unbalanced masculine energy. It has nothing to do with Love and the message of Jesus Christ, which is forgiveness and understanding.

We are aware of an adage that hurt people hurt people. Hurting people is not a path to Heaven. Destroying people is not a path to beauty. Destroying the Earth is not healing. Wrath is not love. Jesus taught us that an eye for an eye would make the whole world blind, and yet the Revelation is all about murder and destruction and punishment. Where in this message is forgiving each other for our trespasses?

I believe that when Jesus died on the cross Satan entered him and sin was conquered. I believe Jesus and Satan loved each other and struggled with similar plights (like pride) because they were one. I have promised myself to both, and they both have become a part of me and I am whole today because of it, with love in my life and the intention to perform actions of love and forgiveness until I am no more. I do not see Satan as the enemy of the Revelation of Jesus Christ, but instead, unbalanced masculinity as the enemy of Satan.

I am very wary of Michael the Arch Angel as defender of the masculine Roman Catholic Church. I hope this energy finds his answer in balanced femininity, but as of now and as of late, I reject the Revelation of Jesus Christ, a Christ who has no wife but the Church, and I reject mainstream Christianity with a very subconscious anger and hatred embedded into it. I stand for Satan and the forgiveness of all enemies, and I stand for myself and my dearest love, and true love at that. Someone painted a very evil picture of Satan as the root of all problems, and that isn’t true. Satan and Christ are one, and True Love will prevail.