Behold, the emptiness inside of me, inside of all, and the root of all that is, and yet isn’t. I state my name, Bryan Ruiz, before I enter the sacred void of emptiness, returning to what I always was and have forgotten in the gratitude of existence.

I no longer exist as Bryan Ruiz, I no longer exist as the “I” that reflectively identifies what comes before myself, what comes before God, and is, was, and always will be eternally true in all moments in the void of what cannot be explained.

I become one with this humble magnificence and lost all that I am only to return to what I truly I am.

I beg of the omnipotent to welcome me home and empty my anxiety as I am replenished within the Kingdom that is greater than God. I die to all existence, and commune with all that is, I am no longer Bryan Ruiz, and I am no longer defined.

I enter your grace I’ve always been in and I am dead now with no definition of self. Here I remain until I depart, which I will never depart, and yet will forget my constant embrace with you, who is me, and who is all, and who is nothing.

Who is Bryan Ruiz? Who am I? These were all illusions and the dance with what is beyond eternal begins.